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In his own words, guest blogger, Nathan Snell, veteran, U.S. Army shares his journey to war and back again, and how he finally found his place after feeling lost for so long:

The struggle is real. This is something we hear and read often in today’s culture. On Facebook. Or Twitter. Usually preceded by a hash tag (which kids don’t know is really just the pound sign). I don’t think most kids even know what it means to actually struggle. Still… doesn’t stop them from using it. The struggle is real. SMH (that means shake my head).

Doesn’t matter what rank, branch, occupational specialty. Or which combat theater. Regardless of the type of wound, extent of injury, or nature of illness… the one constant is that NO combat veteran will ever be the same. If, and when, we get home, we learn very quickly; the struggle is real.

I had completed my initial enlistment contract. I served in the Army honorably as an M1A1 Armor Crewman. A tank driver. And YES… I fit inside the tank. I know some of you were thinking it. Anyway…I was OUT. Had a DD214 in my hand for almost 6 weeks, when one day I got a certified letter in the mail.

Congratulations! You’ve been recalled to Active Duty in support of Operation Iraqi Freedom…for a period of not less than 500 days and change. You have 72 hours to round up your gear and report to your new unit. Crap. THAT just happened. Sadly, I was one of thousands of troops who went off to war that way. For us… the struggle is real.

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“One of toughest things for a soldier to do is realize they need help. THE toughest is probably asking for it.”

I was a Soldier. Proud. Loyal. Patriotic. I kissed my young son, my spouse, and the baby still in her belly. Not literally but you know what I mean. And I said goodbye. I shipped out to the Diyala River Valley. Next stop; Baqubah, Iraq.

What they don’t prepare you for is how time completely stands still when you’re on deployment. It’s hard to explain exactly what I mean and you can’t really understand unless you’ve been down range before. The harsh reality, however, is that back home the clock NEVER stops ticking. Life goes on.

And for me that meant coming home 18 months later to an empty house, empty bank account, kids abandoned by their mother and living with my family, and the lasting effects that combat can have on a person. I assure you there is no Training Manual for being a full-time single father with sole custody while dealing with PTSD. I looked. Sadly, I was one of thousands of troops who came BACK from war that way. For us… the struggle is real.

I’m not ashamed to admit that I was lost. Very quickly I couldn’t find my place in the world. No idea where I fit in anymore. My kids were the ONLY reason I got out of bed most days. One of toughest things for a soldier to do is realize they need help. THE toughest is probably asking for it. We’re programmed to be strong. To suck it up. To drive on. Anything less is considered weakness. But when you’re raising 2 kids on your own, pride is a luxury you often can’t afford. Luckily for the 3 of us, I swallowed mine.

I reached out to Operation Homefront (OH) and asked for help. At the time, we were just days away from being homeless. From going hungry. From living out of a car with 2 children. I had hit rock bottom. For me… the struggle had become VERY real.

It starts with the case worker. It would’ve been easy to just say thank you for your service, we’re gonna cut you a check this month. Buy you some time. Keep the lights on and roof over your head for a little longer. And honestly I would have been both humbled and eternally grateful.

But she cared. Genuinely cared. About me. About us. Stopped and asked WHY? What’s happening in your life that’s got you to this point? More importantly, how can OH prevent this from happening again. Next month. 6 months down the road. Ever again.

A little over a year ago, my kids and I arrived at 1 of 3 OH Villages. This one in Gaithersburg, MD not far from Walter Reed. The thing about OH… I was never just a number. A name. A statistic. A random check or donation. OH made an investment in me. In my life. In my future. On a deeply personal level.

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“(Operation Homefront) made an investment in me. In my life. In my future.”

Knowing that I had their support every step over that last year. Having someone sit me down and say “we believe in you, you got this, we’re PROUD of you…” THAT made all the difference. The changes that have taken place in us these 12 months. The transformation. The growth. The HEALING. I’m at a loss for words.

I’ve taken advantage of every opportunity Operation Homefront has provided. I’m not the same person I was a year ago. I’m no longer lost. Without purpose. I have found my calling once again. I set out on a path. Over the last year I’ve served the county and my community as a firefighter. I worked tirelessly to complete the Fire Academy at the University of Maryland. To become a nationally registered EMT. None of which would have been possible without the support from Operation Homefront.

I’m proud to announce that I was offered a Federal Firefighter position with the Department of Defense. I have been given a second chance in life. Something that is very rare. I want all of you to know what a profound impact you can have on a soldier’s life. Nevermind the struggle… the difference you can make… THAT is real. 

 

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In the spirit and history of Veterans Day, we think there is no better way to honor service to country than to highlight some of the veterans we’ve been so very fortunate to help, each with their own unique and compelling story of commitment and sacrifice. We lead off the series with the story of our friend and teammate at Operation Homefront, Felicia McGrue:

Operation Homefront Village Director Felicia McGrue knows firsthand the challenges and opportunities faced by the wounded warrior families she helps every day. Just a few years ago she was a resident at the Operation Homefront Village in San Antonio herself.

In 2010, Felicia found herself facing a medical evaluation board. She truly believed she would be found fit for duty. “I was in denial,” stated Felicia.

Felicia was medically retired and began her transition to civilian life, which started at one of our Operation Homefront Villages in a rent-free apartment.

Felicia, far right, embraced her time as a resident at the Operation Homefront Village to work on a stable and secure future for herself and her young sons.

Transitioning from military to civilian life didn’t come easy. Reflecting on that time, Felicia shares, “For anyone who has served in the military, there is a grieving process you go through, whether you separated from the military voluntarily or involuntarily. We grieve over that persona we identified with; that strong, confident warrior that is ingrained in us from the beginning of our career.”

Felicia found that the confident warrior was still there, and she embraced the opportunity the Operation Homefront Village provided to work on a stable and secure future for herself and her young sons. While at the OH Village, she was able to obtain a master’s degree, significantly reduce her debt and complete a six month fellowship to assist other transitioning veterans.

Senior Director of Transitional Housing, Gracie Broll, recalls, “She put all her focus into her transition and our financial program and, before leaving the OH Village, she was able to put enough money down to buy a home. However, her heart remained at the Operation Homefront Village, and she was a frequent volunteer.” When the position of OH Village Director came open, it was as if her journey had come full circle.

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Felicia, far right, has found another mission helping guide and support other veterans transition from service as the Operation Homefront Village Director in San Antonio.

 

Felicia believes staying connected and finding new ways to serve can help the emotional and mental aspects of transitioning from service. She also believes it is important that transitioned service members provide peer support and mentorship to other service men and women who will follow in their footsteps.

 

“Many of life stressors can be overwhelming but to compound that with physical and mental disabilities as a result of service to your country…it can sometimes prove to be unbearable. It can be difficult for veterans to navigate the VA system for medical treatment, establish permanent housing for their family, or find suitable employment to help them to sustain their household. They often still need that guidance and direction. Other, more seasoned veterans, have a difficult time letting go of that military standard and structure. They sometimes feel they have lost their sense of purpose. They can both be helpful in keeping each other motivated and provide encouragement for their family members as well.”

Thinking back to those early days, Felicia credits Operation Homefront for making a difference. “I am eternally grateful for Operation Homefront for my time at the OH Village, and I want to pass that help and assistance on to others.” Adds Gracie, “She has the passion to serve transitioning veterans and the dedication to do whatever it takes to ensure their successes.”

 

Vets-Day_fbthumbBlogOperation Homefront is honored to be able to answer the call of our brave men and women in uniform when they need it the most. We are able to do so because of the amazing supporters who stand beside us. If you would like to help answer the call, join us at operationhomefront.net/answerthecall

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